Sueyan and I have been doing our best to follow our hearts and go where it leads us. While it sometimes sounds like an easy thing to do, yet, it can be extremely challenging other times.
Sueyan has been diligently and lovingly writing and crafting excellent relationship advice for young women articles. And I genuinely applaud, celebrate and congratulate that she is doing it. Her articles are really extremely good... but you have to read and decide whether for yourself :
I am extremely proud of my sister. Now, I am wondering what it will take for me to be as proud of me and myself?
Why am I saying all this? The reason I say this on our blog today, is because I feel we all can benefit with a whole lot more of love and honesty in our lives.
I've been through many periods in my life, when all I wanted to do was to just focus on the good and positive. While I agree that there are many benefits to this... For example, what you focus on expands, I have also discovered, through experience, that choosing to ignore the seemingly not-so-beautiful and even a little disgusting bits, can be extremely torturous to my mental, emotional, physical and spiritual well-being and health !
So, I am doing my best to display honesty with/in what I write. And today, I feel like coming out of the closet and spilling my guts about the pains and struggles I been having in my life. Hopefully, the act of just admitting and owning up to it releases a whole ton of energy... which can help propel the business that Sueyan and I have and are striving to let/allow to become successful.
What else can I do but to leave it to the Divine? I love, appreciate, and accept that my ego truly does not have/know it all. I love, appreciate, accept and admit that my ego is actually very, extremely, largely ignorant. I love, appreciate, love and accept that there is something in/out of me that/who knows much better than I do. So I am willing to physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually let go of my pride. To allow the Divine to help me get to where I would like to go. Oh dear Divine, please help me. Please help me go to where I would like to go. Thank you. I love you.